UPDATE...

Well I'm back from a slight hiatus...life has been the most stressful for me. Dealin' with a crappy relationship or disfunctional family... music not coming out right cause i'm beyond stressed out...usually when your with someone their suppose to make things easier on you...I got a boyfriend that is constantly judging me...he doesn't know what kind of pressure he puts on me to be perfect, have this or have that...he's cute an all but he's no Denzel, Bowwow or drake...don't tell me bout me when your not as good as you try and portray...he should just be appreciative he has a girl thats tryna be there especially after you have betrayed her. He just doesn't understand he has so much to say bout someone else...but look at yourself...look at your life...but its stupid of me thinking I was going to make him my ''ALL". He wants a miss perfect but he's far from perfect why bother...I love him to death but he's stuck in his own little world where's he's blinded by something i dont kno what but we use 2 be perfect...i'm not going to say all his assumptions of me are wrong...but I'm not self absorbed...don't be mad cause i love my body..lol, I'm not inconsiderate cause I thank him for everything..and he stated I'm never satisfied...he does more fucking up then right...lying and false promises or whatever doesn't make you a good boyfriend, talking shit or goin to a movie instead of really spending time with your girlfreinds..dont make you one neither...But he does try and sometimes I could be more considerate....but i think it's just to the point where the effect of this can't be reversed. Other then all that still working on my music depsite my depressing relationship...going to school and working but all that is going okay....sooooo UNTIL ANOTHER DAY...
- TP